I had forgotten that I hadn't really mentioned my blogs to him. I guess I was concerned about how it would change if he knew about it.
But he asked for the web link to this blog (he wasn't too concerned about The Medley) and I gave it to him.
Then I sat on the phone with him as he began reading the blog. He read most of my recent posts. Then he read every post with the tag "Easy".
That meant reading about how angry I was when things fell apart in August. And reading about my comparison of him and PT from back when we first met.
It was very interesting. Mostly he found it funny. He read some portions aloud and used the exact inflections I intended while writing the words.
He totally gets me. But I have to admit I was nervous for him to be reading all that stuff. It was like handing him a journal and saying, "have at it."
What made it worse is that I wasn't able to stay on the phone the whole time. I had to get off the phone because my dad and I were heading out to go have some bowling practice.
Easy called me about 30 minutes after we got off the phone. He wanted to tell me how much he cared about me.
He also told me that he loved me and he felt that I was an amazing woman and he was lucky to have me in his life.
That was a much better response than, "you suck for comparing me like I'm real estate.
I don't know if he is going to make a habit of reading my blog. But so far, I don't feel like I'm writing anything different than if he didn't have access to it.
2 New Hypotheses:
The guy I "talk" to sometimes reads my blog-except, he doesn't comment so I don't know he's read it until he'll say something like, oh by the way, I read your blog.
It's been a few days since I gave him the link and so far, he reads it every day. It's interesting in its own way.
I guess I'll see if over time it affects what I write, but so far, I doubt it.
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